Wednesday, November 29, 2006

A crap rhyme to explain my crap mood

I liked his body I liked his mind
I liked the fact he was so kind
He brought me to orgasm time and again
[a feat not accomplished by many men]
I told him stories I never share
- not even during Truth or Dare
I fooled myself, I really thought
that he was looking for more than just my twat
but yet my inner voice said, "Sue.
This guy is not that into you"
[I fucking hate that book and how
I'm forced to use that title now]

I went and spoke to him last night
And found it sucks to have been right.

So forgive me. I won't be blogging or visiting many blogs in the coming days. I'm shattered into little pieces and need some time to put me back together.


tornwordo said...

I'm sorry hon. I hope your recovery is swift.

St. Dickeybird said...

Oh honey!
Give me a call? Need a drink? Dinner?


Anonymous said...

Oh shit, I'm sorry that is down right hard core feelings. Sons a Bitches! I screwed over 365 guys and gals before I figured some of this out. I always learn things the hard way, huh? I hope some guy, some really nice guy comes and sweeps you off your feet. He won't be all that good looking but he WILL know how to love Sue, like no tomorrow. Just wait for him.

Aaron said...

pointy birds,
pointy, pointy
annoint my feet
annointy, nointy

sorry, it's the only poem that comes to mind at the moment

I know how you feel darlin'. I wish I could snap my fingers and make it all better.

xo - A

Inexplicable DeVice said...

Your rhyme is brilliant. It's just a shame that he was the 'twat'.

I hope your little pieces come together again soon.

-jkg said...

men are like that. assholish. selfish. short sighted pieces of shit.


i hope you feel better soon. well, i know your'll feel better soon, i just hope its a reallly swift process.

if you want, you can blame me for your problems. if it makes thinsg easier. i wont mind.

and that wasnt a crap rhyme, it was rather clever.

Anonymous said...

Hi S, I'm a fan of yours for a while now ... here's a hug. xoxo

Something a friend said to me last year when I was drawning myself in scotch and tears over this guy that broke my heart (again!) ....

Find them
Fuck them
Forget about them!!

While I don't normally subscribe to that theory, it did make me smile and feel a little better.

He doesn't deserve you if he would hurt you that much.

Keep smiling!!!

CoffeeDog said...

{{{Snooze}}} sending hugs and love

Stewie said...

Mother. Fuck.

Take some time, take some drink, plow through.

Anonymous said...

Hey sweetie. So sorry to hear about this latest bit of news. Love you and know you're a fab girl. Hope to see you soon when you are feeling up to it. In the meantime, sending warm thoughts and hugs your way.

Snooze said...

Torn: Much swifter than expected. I even laughed and had a fun dinner last night. This after being a sobbing incoherent mess the night before.

St.D: I never say no to drinks and dinner! But seriously, I think I'm doing okay.

Babs: You would have liked this guy. It's too bad he didn't want more, but honestly, he was so worth the time I did spend with him.

Aaron: That poem made me smile at a moment when the smiles weren't coming so easily.

IDV: Thanks so much for the support.

jkg: I'm going to take you up on your offer of blaming you for everything. That's very cool and generous of you. Why did you let me run out of coffee?

Anon: Thanks anonymous! I was thinking of him this morning but just kept saying to myself, "move on, move on, move on"

CD: :-)

Stewie: I think it's going to be a roller coaster for the next while, but at least right now I'm feeling optimistic about myself

EM: Your hugs are always appreciated.

The Wisdom of Wislon said...

Hope you'll be feelin better soon :O)

Anonymous said...

Glad you're feeling (at least somewhat) better already. I feel for you.

Susan as herself said...

Been there, felt that, done the same thing as you.


But, it's best to GET OUT, which is exactly what you did. Otherwise it just leads to a growing crescendo of pain, and who the hell needs that? Not you, and not me, and not anyone as COOL as us. You did the right thing.

Hear that? You did the right thing. Sex is awesome, sex is great, but not when he doesn't appreciate (you.)

Man, you are so much better at the sex poems than me... :)

Snooze said...

Wisdom: Thanks - bit by bit I'm getting there.

Ixtab: Luckily work is so busy that I don't have too much time to reflect

Susan: I loved your poem! And yes, as much as I liked him, I knew the situation couldn't last.

Freak Magnet said...

I can come up there and kick some ass.

And when I'm done with that, we can hang out.

Snooze said...

FM: I realize he sounds like a jerk from my rhyme, but he really isn't. I think I'll have to do a post on just how he helped me to grow.

Unless, were you planning on kicking MY ass? Because I'm the twit who just keeps not seeing the signs.

Anonymous said...

Oh honey at least you were able to rhyme about it.
But I think you need big wine. Big big wine.